Larissa is maybe my best friend - or at least, she’s one of my many best friends, but is one that I am particularly close to. I only say “maybe” because I’ve never had a best friend, and that’s my fault for never letting myself get close to anyone and for not wanting people to feel left out, and I also have two other people right now calling me ( Read more... )

Outspoken, aggressive and kind Kyou Fujibayashi.


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This is the best Christmas gift I will receive this year.

I got on the school bus home early today. The bus driver and I struck up a conversation - and all of a sudden, he's telling me his troubles! Do you remember when random people would just open up to me out of no where? Do you remember how much I loved it back then? This sixty-year-old man who ( Read more... )

"What do you mean when you say that I have a "Japanese Personality"?"
"'Cause I think they're better than everyone else!!!"
Spending time with Destiny... I can't say that I'm happier, but it makes me feel more like I belong, and like it's OK to at least feel loved once in a while. I swear, this girl feels her love so strongly that she radiates it, ( Read more... )

Not even being lain on top of by 3 puppies, drunk off red wine at book club can help me feel happy ( Read more... )

I am... amazing at holding things inside. At pretending that everything is OK when I'm breaking. I can fool anyone. People hardly ever realize there's something wrong. People don't think I have PTSD. Or that I have anything to be sad about. Or... anything.

The last year has been rough. Since last October, I mean. But I've dealt. I've talked about ( Read more... )

(The following is, obviously, a daydream involving me, Larissa and a Gemma Doyle Trilogy character. Just deal with it.XD)

Ama: Fee, I love you. I will always love you. You're my lover. We'll make beautiful music together. ((OOC: OMG, DAV, DID YOU EVER USE THAT LINE ON RYAN?!))
Larissa: I thought I was your lover!
Ama: Larrie, I'm sorry you had to find ( Read more... )

I'm going to make a bit more of an effort to write in here, because I've been very poor with it lately.

Yesterday was a "Larissa Day". I got to school and there was an assembly that I was late for, so I decided to walk around for a while and Lar and I found each other. I revealed some stuff to her that I haven't spoken to anyone about - even though ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't been writing in here a lot lately :o) Most of the stuff that's happened have been... like, events... and they, you know, involve other people who wouldn't want their private life commented on. That's why I rarely, if ever, write about other people and their problems in here - even if I'm worried.

What have I been doing? Hmm. What ( Read more... )

Part One: According to my Mom, CJ was on the local morning news showing off lingerie for the lingerie store in the local village. (I'm not giving away names because I don't wanna be stalked).

Part Two: Tonight was Destiny's birthday party!! :o) It was her, me, Laura, Laura's boyfriend, Devon (Destiny's boyfriend), Naomi and Louiza, and later on ( Read more... )